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hi
working on a new band with this young fellow
http://www.myspace.com/milogreenemusic
rilo kiley is quite the soothing band
incase you were wondering
shit!fuck!
sorry.
i tried to drive to the end of the rainbow yesterday,
and i drove traight towards it,
and THERE is no end, so disappointing.
but right now theres a FUCKING huge one.
im talking to roxanne she helps me when
i start to think im dying
she knows alot about death, she tends to play with it
im also talking to daniel luther
he likes redheads, and is a bald midge <3 "hearts hearts"
i started to die about a month ago,
and im slowly on my way,
so please pay your respects to mark and laura when im gone
and give my wagon to the one person who deserves it
sean sullivan
i will leave you with this quote
and if you decode it, you are a normal person, not a genious or anything
don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see her die a little more inside
love,
austin ezekiel.
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[29 Jul 2005|09:01pm] |
i went to jarrods
it was awesome
i wish i was still there.
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[25 Jul 2005|11:05pm] |
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HEYYYYYYY
tooday me and austin (austin webb) went to providence to skate
we didnt have much luck to many po' po' roaming around
BUT IN OTHER NEWS
i had a hockey game today and we won! woohoo!!!!!!
more importantly i got to seee kails and l e a h
and i missed them terribly!
peace out !
<3 austin
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[23 Jul 2005|11:39am] |
i havnt updated in a few months but here are sum pictures of paintings i have in my room, cause im bored and its sumthing for you to look at
AND LEAH MADE THIS ONE!!!
and sum photography
much love to everyone
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[11 May 2005|10:27pm] |
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[30 Apr 2005|12:38am] |
P.S.
Austin now has a wicked hawt layout.
♥Roxanne.
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[20 Apr 2005|06:04pm] |
drivers ed sucksss bitches and hoes.
letss see i went to the concert sat night.
The Format was awesome!
Jimmy eats world, should change their name to jimmy swallows cock, they were horrible,
and tbs was awesome as usual.
I've been in drivers ed this whole week, it sucks
so long and my ass always kills
and its fustrating sitting next to ali haha
tuesday we went to thayer and it was wicked fun
ali bought adorable sunglasses :)
well ill be back later all PeaCe
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[31 Mar 2005|08:06pm] |
helloo
im beggining to see that i need more substance in my life
i have so many "things" that hold no value, substance, meaning, importance to me that its becoming a burden
Then again most people probibly do, but maybe if we kept only what we truly needed not just to survive but what we needed to live our lives with greater value, things could be alot less stressful
we have gifts constantly surrounding us that we dont even know we are receiving...air/life/love/a smile , all these things are given to us daily, its pretty awesom eif you think about it, i like getting presnts dont you
dont get me wrong many things DO make me happy even many materialistic things, im just saying so many natural non mass produced or manmade things, things that cannot come from from any store, but just things given along the road of life are all we really need.
austin..
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[31 Mar 2005|08:04pm] |
the show at christina's the 25th raised over $3,000 towards cancer thank you to everyone who came so much, and awesome night for an awesome cause
thank you to all my friends who were there to support us
and my awesome girlfriend
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heyloooo
the "show" went well
2/3 songs went perfectly so not to bad
hmm, i bought a crazy light todayy for our concerts
mhmmm it was 50 dollars.
me and dan played sum guitar and went to guitar center
and then i came home and hungg out yupp it was a awesome night
much love, stay safe in this horrible weather
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[05 Mar 2005|08:20pm] |
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hah yeah
Everything sucks again
EXCEPT for band
march 10th
then sum 21+ club in prov
then at christinias (attached to funway )
then at attleboro knights of columbus
with the cadence and the northwood and a loss for words
( awesome show right here )
and then studio over april vacation
i hate relationships
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[01 Mar 2005|05:30pm] |
hey sooo
vacation was awesome hung out with meaghan and had
many beautiful band practices
but in other news i have been getting
in trouble 24/7 lately for stupid things
yeah not to much going on my whole
life has been taken over by band basically
with a few other things
and i wish i could be free lol
hey so i got awesome tickets to taking back sunday
april 16th wooo hooo
and everyone should go march 10th to see us and cynthia winter
andd i want to go to semi
and whoah your wicked cute!
peace
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last night i saw
The Cadence, A Loss For Words
Lux Couragous, Receiving End Of Sirens
and Therefor I Am
It was awesome i went with dan and jeremy and tirrel met us ther.
Moshing felt so good to let shit out ahh its good karma if you ask me
and everyone who commented on the last post
thank you and most of you were right
everything did work out for the best
and i guess in a way we are juts that much stronger
Chasing__Angels is starting to take off
I'll you posted with shows
to see the shows we already have lined up go to
live journal user Chasing__Angels
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[22 Feb 2005|08:54pm] |
so...
i dont know what to do anymore
for those of you who know what im talking about
i see pictures from the superbowl and it just pisses me off
i just dont see how all that could happen behind my back
when i spoke to both of them like hours before hand
and now the best 2 almost three months of the school year have to end
and i cant fucking take it,
it so so unfair.. cause i dont deserve this
and i did everything right, but still failed
And idk i feel likeits been one sided even though i know she feels
ans she knows how i feels
but if she feels the same as me, how is it possible for her to say goodbye
i can't even think about saying bye, i never will
cause i can't let it end, i really dont see me being able to handle that
i cant even look at her picture without getting a sick feeling in my stomach knowing whats coming.
if anyone can help in anyway, feel free
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AM
So
Content
With
My
Life
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[30 Jan 2005|12:43pm] |
THE EARLY NOVEMBER & A THORN FOR EVERY HEART
MAKE ME CREAM MY PANTS
It was so fun ther ended up being like 12 feehan kids there,
it was sick im gladdd i finally decided to go
it was a close one
i loveee ROXI AND MEG AND ALI AND JEROME AND VAL AND KALEN AND SKETCHY KID ANDD HMM JILL ETC
PEACE
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[28 Jan 2005|07:52pm] |
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Early November Tomarrow
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[27 Jan 2005|03:59pm] |
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BOLD what applies to you:
ITALICIZE what kind of applies to you:
snuck out of the house
gotten lost in your city
seen a shooting star
been to any other countries besides the United States
had serious surgery
gone out in public with your pajamas
kissed a stranger
hugged a stranger
been in a fist fight
had alcohol
laughed and had milk come out of your nose
pushed all the buttons on an elevator
made out in an elevator
swore at your parents
kicked a guy where it hurts
been in love
had a member of the opposite sex tell you they love you
told a member of the opposite sex that you loved them
been close to love
been to a casino
been skydiving
broken a bone
skipped school ( i attempted but the authorities felt differently)
flashed someone
saw a therapist
played spin the bottle
gotten stitches
drank a whole gallon of milk
bitten someone
been to Niagara Falls
gotten the chicken pox
kissed a member of the opposite sex
kissed a member of the same sex
crashed into a friend's car
been to Japan
ridden in a taxi
been dumped
shoplifted
been fired
had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
stole something from your job
gone on a blind date
lied to a friend
had a crush on a teacher
celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
been to Europe
slept with a co-worker
been married
dated a red head
dated a blonde
dated a brunette
gotten divorced
had children
saw someone die
been to Africa
driven over 400 miles in one day
Been to Canada
Been to Mexico
Been on a plane
Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
Thrown up in a bar
Purposely set a part of myself on fire
Eaten Sushi
Been snowboarding
Met someone in person from the internet
Been moshing at a rock show
Been to a moto cross show
lost a child
gone to college
graduated college
done hard drugs
taken painkillers
love someone or miss someone right now
run at least 12 miles a day
play an instrument (guitar and drums are my life)
stood up for a so-called "loser" kid in school
at one time collected pokemon
played with pollypocket
had a gigapet
seen yourself naked
rolled down a hill in a barrel
held up traffic for fun
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[27 Jan 2005|03:51pm] |
Leave an anonymous comment with:
One secret.
One compliment.
One love note.
Lyrics to a song.
How long we've been friends.
And a hint to who you are.
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[27 Jan 2005|03:33pm] |
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holy shitt, midterms wernt bad
last weekend was sick i hung out with dan all 4 days
we now have 12 songs heres 3 of them www.purevolume.com/astepahead
lifes fucked lately idk whats up
i have shit luck with relationships
nothings been working. aw well fuck it
anyways i like this so do it if you would like,
although i doubt you will, whoever you may be
POST ANYTHING THAT YOU WANT, EVEN IF YOU DO IT ANONYMOUSLY. A STORY, A SECRET, A CONFESSION, A FEAR, A LOVE — ANYTHING. BE SURE TO POST IT HONESTLY. POST TWICE IF YOU'D LIKE. THEN, PUT THIS IN YOUR LJ TO SEE WHAT YOUR FRIENDS (AND PERHAPS OTHERS WHO YOU DON'T EVEN REALIZE READ YOUR LJ) HAVE TO SAY.
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[17 Jan 2005|05:05pm] |
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the guitar im getting for my birthday!
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[17 Jan 2005|04:23pm] |
new song
GOODNIGHT
Verse 1
She loves him, its secret,
A promise, defeats it,
6 months of, false passion,
Burnt out light, disaster
He loves her, a friendship,
That buries, their first kiss,
In the quiet, there hearts beat,
And 2 stares, that can’t meet
Chorus
He loves her, she loves him,
What happened, to best friends?
They’re trying, to make it,
But this whole things, fake and,
There wishing on nothing,
A burnt hope, she’s crying
Verse 2
Her hands shake, he trembles
Like 6th grade, in shambles
They talk now, the words fade,
Locked up, on that day,
He sees her, he dreamed this,
She looks down on purpose,
This week is, a new fling,
He’d wish on, the same thing
Breakdown
We saw something there, but caught a reaction first,
Had to wait a while, just to make us both hurt
Verse 3
She recalls, a phone call,
Just last week, of last fall,
Her tears shed, her whispers,
They fill him, the cold words,
Coherent, they look back,
Their stretch thin, from this act,
Her last words, they kill him
Her pictures, he kissed them
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friday night i played jaecs with dan
it was a wicked lot a fun and mad people showed up
i got to see Michelle and DEAN play, always awesome and john tirrel decided to show up and he made the night that much better hes so nasty at guitar
midterms all week, blah! sucks sooo much so i cant do much of anything this weekend cause i have to study according to mother
girls make my life either comletely miserable or completely worth every minute, righ tnow we are on the miserable terms
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[12 Jan 2005|08:00pm] |
ahh more girl problems nothing new
JAECS friday cant wait gonna practice tomarrow maybe bust out sum new ones
i think im recording just in case u guys want a copy
i went to mount snow the other day it was crazy shit. i got lost for 2 hrs on the mountain though with steph we couldnt find our way back to the lodge it was so chill though, talked with sum girl sam who was chill
hmm im starting a new band wel lits already assembled we are just starting to write sum things ull hear form us soon though.
Peace out girl scout
go to JAECS FRIDAY
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hello
yeah first day back to school...SUCKED
i hate school, im not a school type of kid, im the kid who hates school, sucks at it horribly, and grows up doing something i love, and happy.
first day back and already i cant stand people, so inconsiderate and unbelievable how some people are
ah kinda lonely idk why, but yeah idk i dont know whats going on in that department
Im me if you want to hear me and dans acoustic demo that we are working on its not bad, ahhh
i wanna go to houston where its warm and get away,
love always, __austin
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